My sick cat enjoyed the sun

My daughter's best friend's grandmother passed away yesterday. Ruth and her husband attended many school functions when my children were in elementary school. Both always had smiles and offered friendliness. My daughter and her friend have had rough months. My daughter lost her grandmother on Sept 3rd; her friend lost hers on October 16. I sent flowers from our family and will send a memorial contribution to her church. Today I took my sick cat outside in the sun. I sat in a chair and held her and she looked around with interest. Her coat became warm with the sun and she was with her other animal brothers and sister. She isn't eating at all in spite of the appetite enhancer. I don't think she will last much longer. One week tomorrow since we got the awful news. I am doing just okay. I do not get upset because I don't interact with those people that leave me crying and hurt. But when I limit my contacts like this, then I feel lonely. My friend suggested that we do something next week because she knows I use to spend Tuesday with my mother and she is offering an alternate activity. And my other friend is a mess because she contacted some agency about her house manager and hasn't heard back. I am tired of all her drama. Tomorrow I have a riding lesson, might stop at the plant nursery, walk the dogs, husband and I will have dinner with my Dad.I ate with my son in law's brother and his family last evening, and enjoyed the spaghetti and meatballs and chatting. Today my coworker called off and the first few hours of the store were busy with phone calls. I lost two sales, one because the casket spray was too expensive and the other because I assumed the customer wanted a loose wrap and forgot to offer him the roses in a vase.