Saturday, June 27, 2015
From young reader til now
When I was young, my dad varnished a bookcase and set it up in my room. (It is in my daughter's room now.) I can still feel the sunshine on my back and smell the varnish as I perused the shelf for a book to read. I was seven years old, and truth be told, I had a hard time reading the books on the shelf. I realize now that it was because these were not "I can read" books but books that an adult read to a child. Books like "A Child's Book of Ballet" by Violet La Monet 1953 and "A Child's Book of Flowers in woods and Fields" by Irma Wilde 1952. My librarian grandmother gave me these books. Included in this collection was a book with a red cover about coal. Eventually P. D. Eastman wrote "Sam and the Firefly" 1958 and Dr Seus created "The Cat and the Hat. 1957. Finally, books with vocabularies appropriate for young children. My sweet mother went to the library and came back with "Rowena the Sailor" by Ruth Langland Holberg. I laughed my way through it several times before it was due back. I grew up reading the Nancy Drew, Hardy Boys, Bobbsey Twins (though this series was juvenile) and Trixie Belden. I could polish off the Nancy Drew books in a couple hours. I envied Trixie her friendship with Jim and Honey. I wanted to have friends like that too, but alas I was shy and always had my "nose in a book." Later our elderly neighbors gave me Johanna Spryri's "Heidi." Interesting, because I knew the package under the tree was a book and over about a week, I stretched the tissue paper until I could read the title. My aunt gave me "Anne of Green Gables" by Lucy Maud Montgomery some years later. When I was a teen I read "That Certain Girl" by Dorothea J Snow, "When Sarah Smiled," by Kathleen Robinson and "The Defiant Heart" by Florence B Michelson, books published in the early 60s. I got a package from Modess with a pamphlet "Growing Up and Liking It" my mother's approach to menses. I discovered "The Honor Girl" by Grace Livingston Hill and "Girl of the Limberlost" by Gene Stratton Porter. I enjoyed Mary Stewart's early books, the romances--"Nine Coaches Waiting," "My Brother Michael," "The Ivy Tree" and my favorite "This Rough Magic." Stewart was such an accomplished writer. In high school, I read Dickens--"A Tale of Two Cities," "Oliver Twist," "David Copperfield" and "Great Expectations." I studied John Steinbeck's "The Pearl," "Our Town by Thornton Wilder and "The Great Gatsby" by F Scott Fitgerald. We asked our English teacher for happy books and to tell us the meaning of life. At the end of the semester, he read the phone book, the meaning of life. I read "Michael's Wife" which I surmised cost $2.49. Now, I can buy the book on ebay for $50. My grandpa called me on an old paperback I was reading because of course it had a picture of a long gowned, distressed heroine on the front. Have to research the title but it was about a newspaper reporter who headed out to interview Janus who predicted that the world would end in seven days. Back in the early 80's I read Diana Gabaldon's "Outlander." It is well-written and researched but to this day Captain's obsession and lust toward Jamie and Jamie's beating of Claire haunt me. Outlander is a series in England. Though Catherine Marshall's "Christy" is awkward at times, it's an intesting, intriguing read and had some influence on my career choice to be a teacher. I read Rebecca Brandewyne's romance "Love, Cherish Me." Too much ugliness...murder, rape, greed. And of course J. K. Rowling's first Harry Potter book. I wore the book "First Violin" by Jessie Fothergill into two halves. For fun, I tried to write a sequel, but realized that I knew nothing of life in England, so best give the idea up! I have kept a few books in my personal kindle library. Janette Oke's "The Calling of Emily Evans," mainly because of the interesting history of female deaconesses in Canada, "Minnie Chase Makes a Mistake," a well-written book by Helen MacArthur, a fun book "Studs and Stilletos" by Bev Petersen, "Pink Balloons and Other Things" by Nancy Tessler to name a few. I also have come to appreciate the poetry and lyrical verses of the old Bible my grandfather gave me. It seems to me that few authors of today have the writing flair, originality, plot line and character development of the writers of yore. I find an intesting author every once in a great while and enjoy the read, but the books don't hold the same importance in my development as the earlier books.
Friday, June 26, 2015
Love wins!
It took 20 years, but finally the US Supreme Court has legalized same sex marriages in all 50 states. Oh happy happy day! 36 states had legalized same sex marriage, but unfortunately, the state I live banned same sex marriages. The fight is not over yet. We still have small minded individuals who inflict their prejudice and cruelty toward people that they deem to be wrong, living in sin, different or plain just don't like. We can celebrate, but there is still a lot of work to be done. On the world wide level, there are countries who put homosexuals to death. Let's embrace bio-individuality. It is the force that makes the world go round.
Thursday, June 25, 2015
Comfort food
My husband has a couple favorite meals that he enjoys--comfort food if you will. He especially likes a chicken vegetable dish baked in the oven until bubbly and then topped with biscuits. Once the biscuits are baked, they are served on a plate and covered with the chicken gravy mix. Yesterday, I baked a couple steaks in the oven over several hours, added baby carrots and leftover baked potatoes. Along with an ear of corn, garlic bread, salad and fresh peaches, we had a delicious meal. He commented that the dinner was just like Grandma's and the carrots were perfect. Grandma always served homemade apple pie for dessert. No pie, but strawberry shortcake was available if wanted. A nice day yesterday. I needed butter and freezer bags and as long as I was at the store, I added to my wardrobe, a pair of whimsical black and white capris with a rouched shirt, summer loungers to sleep and relax in, and a pretty black and white shirt for work. There is something renewing in new clothes or a new hair cut. My daughter's friend stopped by and we had a nice visit while we waited for my daughter to return from the tire store. She had picked up a spike in her tire.
Saturday, June 20, 2015
Counting my blessngs
A woman called today to order a planter as a gift for her dad for Father's Day. Both of our fathers were born in 1926, and coincidentally, the woman and I share the same birth year. Both of our mothers are living also. We are so very lucky to have our parents for all these years. So many people have lost their parents when they were young. My husband and I are still together after many years and though he exasperates me at times, really through no fault of his, it's more processing issues, I am very fortunate. Many of my friends are widows. I have been given so many blessings--children, pets, home, career, spiritual life, physical activities, nature and warm happy memories. All my needs are met. Not to say that everything is perfect and that at times I am not anxious. However, I am most grateful for all the blessings I have received.
Friday, June 19, 2015
In Cold Blood
It's hard to comprehend how so much hate could build up in a 21 year old mind that he would shoot and kill nine people at a church Bible Study. I look at his picture and see a slight, sandy haired boy staring into the camera lens or in some of the pictures showing his tongue between his teeth. And I'm sad. Every time there is a racial incident, I am sad because all the hard work to end racial tension has gone to waste and relationships have been set back 100 years. What happened here? This young man was off the grid, under the radar. No one could have foreseen that he would take the gun purchased in April, join the Bible study for an hour, and then begin shooting the participants. With a mind so far gone, this kid would have found other ways to kill black people had a gun not been available. I reiterate...I don't understand. This kid was completely off balance and there was no way to assess the gravity of his hatred, and now it is way too late.
Thursday, June 18, 2015
Rest in Peace, Skooty Dog
My boss sent me a message that her dog passed away last night. I remember meeting Skooty when he was a small warm bundle of fur. I dogsat for a night, taking him for a walk around the area, and discovering that grass made his feet itch. I fixed him ham and cheese for dinner and snuggled on the couch and watched movies. Later, we both tried to sleep, unsuccessfully because he had allergies and I was in a strange bed with a dog who was itching. My boss' husband passed almost two years ago and I like to think of Skooty romping at the feet of his best friend. I think my boss might be relieved that Skooty is gone. The past few months, Skooty had separation anxiety making leaving for work difficult. I rode last Friday and again on Tuesday. I trotted in half circles, around the full arena and in figure eights. I worked on keeping Hope's head straight and my hands still and my mouth shut so I wouldn't apologize for everything I did wrong. Constant apologies bother my instructor. My mother's aide attended a funeral service yesterday, so I helped Dad take care of my mother and we took a field trip to the nail salon. I could not attend hapkido classes the last three times, but was able to start again last night. It felt good to be back. Planning on going to kickfit after work. I wonder why elderly animals get skinny and don't seem to be able to maintain their weight. Dad is frail and skinny. Planning on a special meal and a few gifts for my husband on Sunday in celebration of Dad's Day.
Thursday, June 11, 2015
My perceptions
Perhaps it's no coincidence that I just finished reading Karen Kinsbury's novel "Just Beyond the Clouds." In the novel, the main female character works with adults with Down Syndrome, teaching them life skills, with the hope that they will eventually be independent. The main male character resists the idea of the independence of his younger brother who has Downs. I now find myself in the same situation as the main male character. My friend wants to spread her wings and leave her group home and live in an apartment with three other women. She has not been successful in an apartment situation in the past. She consistently ended in the hospital and in another group home. I asked her some questions yesterday. "Can she fix herself lunch? How will she get her groceries? Is she responsible for cleaning the apartment?" She told me she can microwave dishes and fix canned soup. A van will take her to the grocery store. My friend can't walk well..is waiting for knee surgery. Will the pain prohibit her from taking a bus? In the book, Elle comments. "We monitor every step of the way. We don't just drop them off at their apartment and wish them luck." I want my friend to be successful in this new adventure, but I am concerned that she might not have developed enough maturity to deal with the dynamics of the women in her apartment. I feel that she has not been monitored, that she has not been prepared. Only my perceptions and of course I will assisst her in any way possible to help her become independent.
Monday, June 8, 2015
A Young Teen's Suicide
I was reading my facebook page when I came across an article in the Washington Post about a young girl who committed suicide by jumping off a highway bridge. She was 13 years old. The police say "She made poor choices." Who among us has not made a poor choice? I certainly have made a plethora of poor choices. I read that this young girl was desperately unhappy, writing that in the midst of all the students at the school, she felt lonely. I know that feeling too. In the midst of a crowd, I feel the loneliest. I understand that she had written suicide notes blaming only herself for her poor choices. Teens face so much pressure--self esteem issues, acceptance from peers, meeting the expectations of their parents, excelling in school and extra curricular activities. This young life ended before it began--13 years old. My heart is heavy at the loss of this young life. I can't help her, but I can be more understanding of the self centered, noisy, making more work for me young people that come into the store. I can take more to heart my mentally ill friend's words, "I want to run away." I will spend more time with elderly people who have seen all their friends and family pass away.
Rest in Peace, Little One.
2002-2015
Sunday, June 7, 2015
Lazy day
I had the day off today because the branch store manager is on vacation and beginning tomorrow, I have to work eight days straight. I got up early, drove off to church services, came home and made scrambled eggs and a bagel for breakfast. I made tuna pasta salad and sloppy joes for later, cleaned up the kitchen and took the dogs around the field. We went into the woods on the path closest to the school. I came home and was sitting when I heard a noise like raindrops. It was not raining outside. No, the window on the storm door was cracking into a zillion little pieces. My husband attributed the break to temperature extremes. I cleaned up the glass shards, in the window, on the porch and sidewalk and on the mulch under the outdoor spigot.
Thursday, June 4, 2015
If only there had been an intervention
I read a very sad story yesterday. A young teacher drove to work, climbed out of her van, locked the car, forgetting that her young baby daughter was safely strapped into her carseat. The mother taught all day, no doubt celebrating that the end of the school year was Friday, and that she could spend more time with her little daughter. How horrified she was when she came out to her van to discover that her little girl had died due to the extreme temperatures in the car. Was the baby in the car because her mom planned to drop her off at daycare? Was she going to visit the school for the day? An end of the year treat? Why couldn't this mom have gotten a timely message, an intervention if you will, so that she could have rushed to the van in time to save her daughter? In the case of the house washed away down the river last month, why couldn't have someone knocked on the door evacuating the families and saving eight lives? About the sightseeing boat that capsized on the Yangtze river killing over 400 people. What if something had detained the boat so that it wasn't at the critical point in the river? How can people be on such a collision course with disaster, both with other people and with nature? I remember sitting in the car in the bank parking lot, waiting for my husband to finish his business. Out of the corner of my eye, I noticed the car next to me begin to slowly back up. The driver was still in the bank. I hopped out of the car and held the other vehicle until the owner came out, saving the car from crashing into the cars at the bottom of the hill. Many times, people have intervened in my or my family's life. I was lost in Chicago and a woman showed me the way. Many years ago, when my daughter was a toddler she opened the front door and unbeknownst to us went down the street. Two young girls brought her to our neighbor's house and our neighbors brought her home.
Wednesday, June 3, 2015
A cruise on the Detroit Princess
My husband and I received two tickets for a dinner cruise on the Detroit Princess. A wonderful experience. Friendly helpful people in Detroit, a delicious buffet dinner, a spectacular cruise under the Ambassador bridge and floating past the Windsor and Detroit city scape.
Helpful, considerate people
Since the nicer weather, I have noticed that drivers are less considerate...they have been cutting me off, turning in front of me, running red lights. I decided to exercise extra caution (no sense in getting a dent in my new car), but to be honest was feeling aggravated. A few days ago, I made a conscious effort to stay relaxed and unaffected by the inconsiderate drivers around me, to say to myself that they must have some very important reason for behaving the way they are, and to bless them on their way. I was controlling my reaction and attempting to put a positive spin on the actions of these drivers. It worked, traveling the city became more enjoyable. Yesterday I read this facebook post from my niece. "It's truly sad to see so many people who have somehow lost common courtesy. Why are we so selfish and wrapped up in our own world that we can't give the thank you wave to someone letting us cut in or a simple thank you to the person holding the door for us...just noticing the general rudeness of people." I did have the occasion to deal with four very helpful people today. One at the insurance and ambulance service company, one at the district library, and the young woman who pulled her car back so my dogs and I could get by. My new mantra, "treat people as I would like to be treated." Being proactive here.
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