Analysis

The apple doesn't fall far from the tree, they say.  My dad is always going on about fairness, especially in regard to the way he treats my brother, sister and me.  So, it's easy to see why I would be so focused on fairness, especially at work.  It does little good however, as my manager is anything but fair, life is not fair.  However it does explain a lot.

Then I have this "nose out of joint syndrome."  My sister told me in late February during a 45 minute rant "to take care of everything" with regard to my parents.  Consequently, I find it difficult some times to let go.  Perhaps it is not so much that someone is stepping on my toes, as a difficulty in relinquishing responsiblity.

I am tired of being the object of people's displeasure.  In hapkido, the constant barrage of corrections.  With my husband, derogatory comments.  At work, i come into the office to make a copy and am told i must knock, because i scared the owner half to death.  Is this life--nothing complimentery, but constant put downs?  Makes one want to live on an island.

I have dropped my tablet and dock, and damaged the charging unit on the dock.  I can only charge through the tablet.