Feelings

All the could haves, would haves, should haves, won't change that I did not back up my writing, so it is gone, like yesterday. We are now in the process of replacing the two stolen laptops. I read an email from a cousin who is having her 3rd cancer surgery and then faces radiation. Her sister has just been diagnosed with Parkinson's. Actions today can cause major storms in the future, so I am trying to cease and desist with the negative emotions. Feeling blue and sad...