My Online Friend is "Thinking"

I am so sorry but I have had two horrible days this week, April 12, which is my wedding anniversary, and yesterday April 14th. My anniversary day was a typical day--work, miss the AATA (bus), stand because the riders wouldn't move to the back, clean house, make dinner, do laundry and help w/ terms. This is what saying "I do" means for me. We are going out tonight, so perhaps the anniversary will be redeemed after all. And yesterday, was just as bad. I am so irritated with an online friend who is AWOL for a few days because friend wants to think. Makes me wonder if I want to recommence writing when the friend decides to come back online. We got to my daughter's softball game with a minute to go in the first game, so got to see her play for that length of time. The head of the lawn crew called and wanted to know when we could pay him--"That is is customary to pay when the work is complete." Well, sheesh, we offered to pay up front. We had a game to go to. He could have collected the check any of the numerous times, my husband stopped by. And the sidewalk is a sea of slippery mud, there is no color in the lawn, the landscaping is not what I envisioned. Obviously, I do not do well with change and have a new work schedule, house painting, and new deck yet to go.